Strumming Some Heartstrings
at 7:58 AM
HaHAS. today was a happy day.
Morning i gave Vanesaa her badae present, (advance badae) tmr is her actual one.
School as normal till 1230
finalli went home to get chgn and get ready to go for the'''Off centre'' play for literature @ esplanande. The play starts at 4 but me and vck met earlier.Mnange to grab some bite on the mrt.me and van met kt then folo by cp.
Reach thr we walked arnd, find sme spot to take pic, cnt go too far cuz we need to rush back.the sun is super bright during tt time.
Time for the show, first tour arnd the esplanade ...... then finalli time for the play. The play was okay okay, not the whole play is showed and tt cost us abt 20bucks per person, cn say tt it is quite ex. But nvm, at least the actor cn answer qns tt the audience ask so we cn get a better idea of wad the character is abt.
Arn 6plus the play ended so we were feeling so hungry & went to marina square to grab a bite at macdonald's and then we went home. Stopped to buy bread cuz kt, van and cp still hungry, As for me, i think im alrdy full so din bought any bread. On mrt we joke and laugh. Joke abt cp and all that.. hahas. tats fun & great.
I realli had a GREAT TIME with VCK & wish Vanessa a HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY!!
I JUST LOVE THEM<3
Shall stop here.
going to sleep..
xoxo,
you know you love me
at 1:52 AM
Today went out early with van syafiq & danish. gt up a lil late.
Watch a movie [MAKE IT HAPPEN] seriously it was realli a nice show, worth to watch.
After watching movie went to buy bdae present. Bought and walked arnd century and folowed syafiq & danish to lan shop, My first time going thr. Such a weird place.Saw yeow soon but din tok at all. Not interested in any game so i din play but van tried some rounds of audition. Van needed to go home so we walk home and lended her my camp tee, then walk her home cuz i gt nth to do at home. First time going to her house and she showed me arnd her hse. lols.
then went back home. Dunoo wad to do nxt so i decided to blog. Wanna go out.. But no ones free.
oh forget it...
tats all..
gt to do my online assignment now..
xoxo,
you know you love me
at 12:18 AM
I'm sick...
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
that don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry
Every once in a while even though goin on with you gone still upsets me
There are days
Every now and again I pretend i'm okay but that's not what gets me
What hurts the most, was being so close
And having so much to say
And watchin you walk away
Never knowing, what could have been
And not seein that lovin you
Is what I was tryin to do
It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But i'm doin it
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and i'm alone
Still harder gettin up, gettin dressed, living with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade, give away all the words that I saved in my heart that I left unspoken
What hurts the most, is being so close
And having so much to say
And watchin you walk away
Never knowing, what could have been
And not seein that lovin youIs what I was tryin to do
I'm not afraid to cry
Every once in a while even though goin on with you gone still upsets me
There are days
Every now and again I pretend i'm okay but that's not what gets me
What hurts the most, is being so close
And having so much to say
And watchin you walk away
Never knowing, what could have been
And not seein that lovin you
Is what I was tryin to do
What hurts the most, is being so close
And having so much to say
And watchin you walk away
Never knowing, what could have been
And not seein that lovin you
Is what I was tryin to do
xoxo,
you know you love me
Anew video cam
More clothes
October 2007
